Love pt.2

It’s not only the way you look, and the way you talk, and the way you smell. But also the way you feel when I touch you, and the way you sound when I’m listening, and the way you smell when you’re with me. It’s you and all that that means.

It’s not only you right now with me. It’s your past and your struggles, and the other mes’ that once had your smell. It’s not only the path ahead but also the one we left behind, that makes you, you and me, me and us being together right now.

It’s you when you hold me, and it’s me when I find myself in your arms. It’s me when I touch you, and you when you get lost in my hands. It’s you and it’s me but also everyone else. All those times we got lost in other hands and found our way back in other arms. It’s everyone that’s ever been you, and everyone that’s ever been me.

It’s you making me feel this way. This I miss you when you’re gone and this wanting you to go. It’s me finding myself when I’m with you, but also getting lost. Getting lost in the memory of other yous’ that made me feel this way before being you and me.

It’s the kissing and the holding and the not letting go. And your hands, and your legs and getting lost in someone’s eyes that happen to be yours. It’s the wanting you to leave. To leave me with my past, and my dreams, and my fears and those other hands that were mine before you. It’s the wanting you to stay. Stay with me, and my past, and my dreams, and my fears and only your hands that are mine after those other hands before you.

It’s the not knowing that makes it all worth it. Not knowing if I can, if you want if everything is going to be ok. It’s the knowing that makes it all worth it. The knowing we’re the same; you, me, my past, your struggles.

And it’s the way you talk and the way you listen, and the way you smell, and the way I smell when I’m with you. And it’s your struggles and my struggles and your past and mine. And it’s you and me. You right now with me. Without thinking, without waiting, without knowing if everything is going to be ok. It’s you right now with me and everything that makes this moment ours.

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